Post by Anakalia on Nov 9, 2008 1:16:07 GMT -5
I try so hard
I try so hard,
Yet it's still not worth it,
I tear at my skin,
Thoughts race through my head,
I try not to hate her,
All for you,
Yet she gets you,
I waste my time,
Fine I don't care take her,
Leve me here,
Let me be alone,
Leave me to hurt,
Just leave me be,
I trusted you,
I told you how I felt,
But you still made me try,
I thought you understood how deep,
That hatred lies,
No matter what,
She'll never be trusted,
Never truly be liked by me again,
Everythings stupid,
Though I have no control over it,
You never said i had to fucking like it,
So thanks so freakinf much,
For that one favor!!!
I Hate You Now
I pulled you down,
I stepped away,
I hated you today,
I looked away,
Did I have to save you,
I always have ever since that day,
I did your math,
Helped you out,
Kept you safe from thee,
I want to hurt,
Rip apart your heart,
So mant chances,
You waste them,
Everyone walks away form you,
You've had chance after chance,
I try to ignore the feeling,
Times faded away from memory,
Hatred is a powerful feeling,
Fuck it hurts to hate,
Makes you tiered,
Mad, Deppressed,
So why don't you just die,
And let me be,
PLEASE!
Bloody Water
Walking down a dark alley,
Desperation rolling off her,
Hurt nd Despear,
Her hands covered in red,
Her black shirt glistening,
Tears running down rom her eyes,
Yet her expression,
Makes her look blank inside,
Stomach in knots,
Sides battered and bruised,
No feelings left,
No pain to speak of,
No one saw the bruises,
They weren't on her body all in her mind,
None shown to the world around her,
She walks away,
Blood spattered across her face,
Dirt across her body,
Jeans turned from blue to red,
Rain starts pouring,
The moon covered my clouds,
Pitch black darkness all around,
As she walks red water follows,
She finds the woods and keeps walking,
Reaching behind her slowly,
In her back pocket she takes it out,
Cold press against her temple,
She looks to the sky closed her eyes,
Let's the rain hit her face,
A loud bang,
Birds fly from everywhere to the sky,
At first pandimonium,
Then turned to a dark queitness.
She Makes You
She makes you cold,
She lies and hurts you,
I try to make it better,
Yet she makes it so hard,
When your fixed she tries to claim,
She had done it,
She's lying to you still,
I know what it is,
YOu think she's coming,
Parents full fledging,
Her mom doesn't know,
Just thinks she's visiting,
She lied again so easy,
You so knowing,
Not sure about what though,
I don't balme you,
You still love her,
Maybe i should step out of the picture,
I don't want to leave don't want to let go,
But i'll be blamed Oh Hell,
She's done it again,
I'm pulled back in,
I try to help,
But i pull up empty handed,
Your floundering beneanth the surface,
You just want to be left alone,
I try to help,
Afraid to screw up,
I'm so sorry,
She shouldn't get the,
Chance to be so lucky,
She shouldn't love you,
Shouldn't hurt you,
Shouldn't get the chance,
over again!
I try so hard,
Yet it's still not worth it,
I tear at my skin,
Thoughts race through my head,
I try not to hate her,
All for you,
Yet she gets you,
I waste my time,
Fine I don't care take her,
Leve me here,
Let me be alone,
Leave me to hurt,
Just leave me be,
I trusted you,
I told you how I felt,
But you still made me try,
I thought you understood how deep,
That hatred lies,
No matter what,
She'll never be trusted,
Never truly be liked by me again,
Everythings stupid,
Though I have no control over it,
You never said i had to fucking like it,
So thanks so freakinf much,
For that one favor!!!
I Hate You Now
I pulled you down,
I stepped away,
I hated you today,
I looked away,
Did I have to save you,
I always have ever since that day,
I did your math,
Helped you out,
Kept you safe from thee,
I want to hurt,
Rip apart your heart,
So mant chances,
You waste them,
Everyone walks away form you,
You've had chance after chance,
I try to ignore the feeling,
Times faded away from memory,
Hatred is a powerful feeling,
Fuck it hurts to hate,
Makes you tiered,
Mad, Deppressed,
So why don't you just die,
And let me be,
PLEASE!
Bloody Water
Walking down a dark alley,
Desperation rolling off her,
Hurt nd Despear,
Her hands covered in red,
Her black shirt glistening,
Tears running down rom her eyes,
Yet her expression,
Makes her look blank inside,
Stomach in knots,
Sides battered and bruised,
No feelings left,
No pain to speak of,
No one saw the bruises,
They weren't on her body all in her mind,
None shown to the world around her,
She walks away,
Blood spattered across her face,
Dirt across her body,
Jeans turned from blue to red,
Rain starts pouring,
The moon covered my clouds,
Pitch black darkness all around,
As she walks red water follows,
She finds the woods and keeps walking,
Reaching behind her slowly,
In her back pocket she takes it out,
Cold press against her temple,
She looks to the sky closed her eyes,
Let's the rain hit her face,
A loud bang,
Birds fly from everywhere to the sky,
At first pandimonium,
Then turned to a dark queitness.
She Makes You
She makes you cold,
She lies and hurts you,
I try to make it better,
Yet she makes it so hard,
When your fixed she tries to claim,
She had done it,
She's lying to you still,
I know what it is,
YOu think she's coming,
Parents full fledging,
Her mom doesn't know,
Just thinks she's visiting,
She lied again so easy,
You so knowing,
Not sure about what though,
I don't balme you,
You still love her,
Maybe i should step out of the picture,
I don't want to leave don't want to let go,
But i'll be blamed Oh Hell,
She's done it again,
I'm pulled back in,
I try to help,
But i pull up empty handed,
Your floundering beneanth the surface,
You just want to be left alone,
I try to help,
Afraid to screw up,
I'm so sorry,
She shouldn't get the,
Chance to be so lucky,
She shouldn't love you,
Shouldn't hurt you,
Shouldn't get the chance,
over again!
