Post by Anakalia on Apr 7, 2009 21:10:55 GMT -5
I don’t know what to do right now,
I can’t get this out,
Can’t explain this mass,
Of confusion emotions,
Pain and reality,
I could have sworn you still loved me,
Thought we still might have a thing,
Why can you do this to me,
Why can you hurt me so,
I’m so afraid just to say one thing,
Can’t say how I feel,
I’m tired of the blatant ignoring of the simple term,
You use to say so much,
How am I suppose to do this,
When I tell you everyday,
Lay my soul open bare,
Why can you do this to me yet I can’t do it to you,
Do you see the pain,
Do I really think you care,
You’re pulling away again,
I can’t let you in,
You were in to far now I’m being pulled apart,
You can’t seem to see,
The pain you’re causing me,
I refuse to tell you for now,
Just exactly how I feel,
This pressure building up,
You say you read me so well,
I guess I know now how to get through,
That or you see what you’re doing,
But ignore the things,
I’m not saying it anymore,
And when you do,
You might get a shock yourself,
You’re not the only one, who can turn it around,
To make it seem like your days are down,
They dwindle in the wind,
Of incomprehension,
As emotions tumble down,
What are you doing to me,
My sanctuary turned to dust,
I let you to far in,
I took away my protection for once in my life,
Look at me what do you see,
Someone who hides her pain,
Look deeper and you’ll see,
How close to insanity I am,
Why are you doing this to me,
My shields of wisdom thrown out the door,
My eyes a portal to my soul,
You can see the mass hysteria,
As I watch the walls tremble and fall down,
Can you see yet what you’re doing to me,
I can’t let anyone in ever again,
You were my one chance,
My savior turned ice cold,
You left me shocked,
You made me feel,
Something I never felt before,
Along with the disappointment,
I feel right now,
How could you do this to me,
Keep how you feel to yourself,
Do you love me still,
Or do you not,
It’s not that hard to say,
So will you tell me,
Three simple words,
Or the sentence from hell,
This pain and torture now,
Seem to be the real thing,
But little do I know,
How little pain I feel,
Compared to the Next sentence you might speak,
No I do not love you still,
Yet I would rather be told then be kept in the dark,
Please just tell me now,
That’s the easiest part,
How can you do this so me,
When I can’t do this to you.?
[/size]I can’t get this out,
Can’t explain this mass,
Of confusion emotions,
Pain and reality,
I could have sworn you still loved me,
Thought we still might have a thing,
Why can you do this to me,
Why can you hurt me so,
I’m so afraid just to say one thing,
Can’t say how I feel,
I’m tired of the blatant ignoring of the simple term,
You use to say so much,
How am I suppose to do this,
When I tell you everyday,
Lay my soul open bare,
Why can you do this to me yet I can’t do it to you,
Do you see the pain,
Do I really think you care,
You’re pulling away again,
I can’t let you in,
You were in to far now I’m being pulled apart,
You can’t seem to see,
The pain you’re causing me,
I refuse to tell you for now,
Just exactly how I feel,
This pressure building up,
You say you read me so well,
I guess I know now how to get through,
That or you see what you’re doing,
But ignore the things,
I’m not saying it anymore,
And when you do,
You might get a shock yourself,
You’re not the only one, who can turn it around,
To make it seem like your days are down,
They dwindle in the wind,
Of incomprehension,
As emotions tumble down,
What are you doing to me,
My sanctuary turned to dust,
I let you to far in,
I took away my protection for once in my life,
Look at me what do you see,
Someone who hides her pain,
Look deeper and you’ll see,
How close to insanity I am,
Why are you doing this to me,
My shields of wisdom thrown out the door,
My eyes a portal to my soul,
You can see the mass hysteria,
As I watch the walls tremble and fall down,
Can you see yet what you’re doing to me,
I can’t let anyone in ever again,
You were my one chance,
My savior turned ice cold,
You left me shocked,
You made me feel,
Something I never felt before,
Along with the disappointment,
I feel right now,
How could you do this to me,
Keep how you feel to yourself,
Do you love me still,
Or do you not,
It’s not that hard to say,
So will you tell me,
Three simple words,
Or the sentence from hell,
This pain and torture now,
Seem to be the real thing,
But little do I know,
How little pain I feel,
Compared to the Next sentence you might speak,
No I do not love you still,
Yet I would rather be told then be kept in the dark,
Please just tell me now,
That’s the easiest part,
How can you do this so me,
When I can’t do this to you.?
